love or fear?

We seem to be at a crossroads.  Across the board.  Internally + externally.  Heart, mind, body + spirit.  Shadows coming to the surface to be healed.  A time of deep reflection and really facing the things we have been carrying with us.  Some of it we don't want to look at...but it's time.  Many of us have found ourselves to be stuck in behaviour and response patterns that were instilled in us early on in life.  Be it trauma or whatever may have occurred.  It's time to really face it head on so that our souls can move more into alignment, to serve with the purpose we actually came here to serve.   I have gotten lost along the way and have made some choices that have harmed myself and also hurt others.  But I cannot afford to sit in guilt or shame.  I have to forgive myself, recognize my own part and keep going.  My prayer is that others can find it in their own hearts to see me and to know that I am learning and growing.  As we shift there are going to be changes.  Some people will distance themselves from us and others will want to come closer because they see the depth of good in us and ultimately support us in our Soul's journey.  Some may keep their distance while ALSO supporting our soul's journey.  We can't force anything or anyone.  It's gotta unfold naturally.   What I DO know about myself is that I have good intentions but I also know that the deep wounding I carry has gotten in the way one too many times and it's time to step it up and make some changes.  It's time to integrate those shadowy pieces so that I can come to more internal balance in my soul.  This is not about calling people monsters nor is it about making people wrong or bad.  When I speak of unity and love, those aren't just words...they are prayers.  For me, it's gonna come out through my music.  Like phases of the moon, so are the seasons of our lives.  And so it is.